Yahari analysis focused on feelings and thoughts of Yukinoshita sisters, Yukinoshita Haruno (雪ノ下 陽乃) and Yukinoshita Yukino (雪ノ下 雪乃) when they stand face to face in the cafe (LN v8 anime season 2 ep4). How are they feeling and thinking? This question will be answered in this Oregairu analysis.
This post is Oregairu/ Yahari analysis that concluded how [his multidimensional plan] & [operation Fire Doughnut] of Haruno (that started during the donut cafe & still continue until now) had ended.
In case you didn’t read her operation & his plan yet, I recommend you to read these two series before read this analysis. So you will not be confused in what I wrote here.
Haruno Launched OPERATION Fire Doughnut
Part 1 – when Haruno met Hachiman in the donut cafe, explained how she felt toward her little sister, although she saw Yukino’s change in the school cultural festival.
Part 2 – explained the raging fire of jealous in Haruno’s mind after she heard “unbelievable info” from his former classmate, Orimoto Kaori (折本 かおり).
Part 3 – with what happened in part 2, this explained how she started her operation, and she “needed” Hayama.
Part 4 – explained how she
forced convince Hachiman so he will go to Hayama’s date group.
Part 5 – when she met Hachiman again, before the double date, her “misunderstanding” revealed what she always wants.
The truths behind Hayato’s sacrifice for Hachiman.
Part 1 – explained about the hope & despair of Hayama when he got call from haruno to come to the donut cafe, but it appeared he must go have fun with unknown girls. Along with the jealous & inferior complex toward Hachiman.
Part 2 – his plan started when he invited Hachiman to the date. This part revealed how he “lured” Haruno & his love rival to his secret plan.
Part 3 – revealed how he used people to tortu** his love rival during the date. Along with his feelings when we watched Hachiman suffered.
I strongly recommend you to read LN v8. And manga -Monologue- v7 will help you see the scenes about what happened in double date. Manga Monologue is consistent with the story in LN. Anime Zoku, ss2 of Oregairu, is good, but many important scenes & conversations were cut or modified.
- Please read Attention page first, to let you understand that my all analysis are not 100% right.
- Spoilers up ahead.
- This analysis was written before LN v12 will come in this September.
- I recommend you to read/watch Yahari Ore no Seishun Love Come wa Machigatteiru. (やはり俺の青春ラブコメはまちがっている。), Oregairu (俺ガイル) LN/animeYahari Ore no Seishun Love Come wa Machigatteiru. Zoku (やはり俺の青春ラブコメはまちがっている。続)/manga Yahari Ore no Seishun Rabu Kome wa Machigatteiru. -Monologue- (やはり俺の青春ラブコメはまちがっている。-妄言録-) before proceed.
- This analysis was written before LN v12.
Before I will start.
Before you will reach this part 3, let me mention part 2 first, I explained how Hayama Hayato (葉山 隼人) had “another problem” that Yukino and Yuigahama Yui (由比ヶ浜 結衣) will discuss with him about the student council president election (to solve the problem of their kouhai, Isshiki Iroha (一色いろは)) before the day he will go to the double date. I explained how he can solve this another problem effectively, by pulling both of them to meet him at the same cafe he and others will hang out so Haruno will see what her little sister will do there. He can stop what 2YY will “force” him, who always answers any expectations, by using Haruno do the job instead of him, come to face her sister.
In order to use Haruno, I already explained that he knows about her very well to the point that he calculated what Haruno will do if she saw the scene in front of her,
“her sister is forcing others to do hard works for her.”
And that’s it. He can solve problem and his hands will not be dirty, others will do it for him. Come to think of it, I notice this assumption is suitable to be explained in the last part of this conclusion. Because it will explain how Haruno felt after she hurt her sister.
She got her hands dirty and received fatal damage, while his hands are clean.
When I picked this pic, it is the symbol of this post at the same time. I mean, I will not write about him much in this post since I will focus on Yukinoshita sisters. So Hayama must wait in standby mode.
This is the second part I wrote, but it’s just the short version only. To read full version, you can read at the link above ⇑.
Now it’s time.
So it’s time to continue the next phase of the conclusion of the cold war but can burn you if you are too close. After Hayama can blow another problem along with 2YY by using Haruno do the job for him, now it’s time for the snow war between Yukinoshita sisters, in this part 3.
The multidimensional plan,
Friday The cafe
But although I wrote that his problem was solved in part 2, the battle between snow sisters that will be written in this post, is the moment when his another problem was going to be solved by Haruno. So if their battle has ended, it means it will confirm formally that his another problem was blown away definitely.
However, although the moment when Yukinoshita siblings were facing each other, as always, I will do my best to write every single detail about their feelings and thoughts. It will be usual TL until you might give up to finish reading. Because I will gather other info from other references to this analysis too.
I mentioned earlier in part 2 about the overwhelming anger and despair of Haruno when she realized what her younger sister was going to do. But I wrote by using point of view of Hayama only. So in order to understand her story like she is the main character, Connection with other analysis about her will help a lot. Because I believe she didn’t confront her sister without any reasons or she just wants to meddle or she just want to help her sister only for sure. Why is that? Because I saw how WW is so punctilious in terms of making stories of important characters. He will not write those characters so they suddenly do something without any the origin and development.
Even Yukino too, but I think her case is less complex than Haruno’s. So before I will write about their battle, I will start with Haruno first, since her thoughts and feelings would connect with what Hayama planned this. And I wrote about how he knows about her very well.
The origin and development of the character, Haruno
In order to find out how she thinks and feels when she encountered her sister, to explain her anger and despair, I think we need to return to the her own story that I analyzed in many posts about her. But it’s too long and I’m too lazy to write her development here, I will paste links of my works below. It will take time but I still strongly recommend you to read them before proceed. And I can feel that the final arc of Yahari story that WW will be going to send to us, will reveal the origin and development of this woman for sure.
This is the list of the origin and development about Haruno (LN v1-6).
Oregairu Analysis – “Before” Yukinoshita Haruno Decides to Help Yukino. – This is like the prologue of her story. This post collected many clues in LN v1-4, about Yukino’s problems that are related to Haruno. Until LN v4, we can see her as the cheerful big sister but that is just her outer appearance only.
Oregairu Analysis – “When” Yukinoshita Haruno Decides to Help Yukino. – Her loneliness, the suffering from the unbalance precedence of Yukinoshita sisters, and the one who causes it. These are what she told Hachiman during the firework festival. But she got info about Yukino’s condition from him and Yuigahama. That’s why after this moment, she decided to help her sister, for “her own selfish” and for her beloved sister.
Oregairu Analysis – “After” Yukinoshita Haruno Decides to Help Yukino. (The First Part) – After Haruno decides to help Yukino, she planned to do that during the cultural festival, the suitable event that will help her sister, and she will act as her enemy in order to realized her wish. it’s too bad Hachiman isn’t ready to believe reasons why she hurt her sister.
Oregairu Analysis – “After” Yukinoshita Haruno Decides to Help Yukino. (The Last Part) – Her secret plan to help her sister, ran smoothly, until a certain boy destroyed it but answer her objective at the same time. And his second effort made her impress in him to the point she said something in the end.
To conclude all of these analysis, I want to point out that she always wishes her sister to gain what she already lost (self-confidence or self-respect) because of their mother set the unbalance scale of precedence between sisters (one gets too much precedence, another get opposite). Along with the comparison between both of them from others. These reasons made Yukino left her family so suddenly (not so suddenly because she has reasons to do it) and lives alone. Her big sister who also suffers because their mother but cares for Yukino, was left by her.
Both of them suffer by the same resource but with almost opposite ways. The result is they are lonely in different world.
The younger sister is lonely because she left from the world that makes her suffer, the world she hates.
The older sister is lonely because she was left by her younger sister, and can’t run away from the world she hates.
The little sister insists to live alone in her safe world, to hold her pain alone. The big sister wants her little sister come back to her.
No one want to be lonely.
So in order to make her sister come back to her and they will be close again, just like old days, she decides to help her. Helping her sister that Haruno aimed for, is to regain what Yukino lost.
The self-respect and self-confidence
Then, how can Haruno help her sister reboot these again? The answer is…
And in order to make her sister reach the self-acceptance, she needs to understand in herself (aka self-understanding). If she tries to understand about herself, she will reach the phase “the self-acceptance”. When I am writing to this point, it reminds me the scene in LN v6, anime ss1 ep11, after HIkigaya Hachiman (比企谷 八幡) destroyed new policy of Sagami Minami (相模 南) during the cultural festival, after acknowledged his vision and reviewed her own actions previously, I assume her attitude was changing , that lead to the starting point of understanding about herself.
If you want to read about her development in full version, you can read more in Oregairu analysis – “After” Haruno decides to help Yukino (the last part) (link is above ⇑).
When Haruno saw the change in her sister when she “asked” her help, I think this is what Haruno is waiting for. Please don’t forget she came to this school to help her sister reboot. When she shut her eyes, Hachiman didn’t know what she was thinking, but I think she was absorbing that moment, the moment her sister developed.
Not only that, Yukino got acceptance from other people (committee) when they witnessed her effort doing her job well done. This moment is what Haruno was aiming for, to let people realize Yukino’s capabilities.
After she saw Yukino’s development, I think Haruno would wait for her sister to reboot the self-confidence and self-respect. And if her sister can gain these, she hopes Yukino will come home, not need to run away from the world she hates anymore. And Haruno will not be lonely because her sister left her.
ps. If you want to know feelings & thoughts of some characters during the after party, you can explore more in Oregairu Analysis – Drama CD v7, We will… We will Rock “you”!.
Even after the school trip (LN v7, anime season 2 ep1-2), she didn’t see her little sister come back home. What her sister did is just send the souvenir via mail delivery only…
And Haruno met Hachiman again in LN v8 (anime Zoku ep3), she vent to him that her sister would hate them (her family) but doesn’t want to be hated. At first, I didn’t think about this much, but I can notice her disappointment. And the cause is she expects her sister will come back home, but even after Yukino’s development in LN v6, didn’t make her not to escape from her family. However, she still believes in the same method. The method to make her sister do her best in important duty. So she expected Yukino will take those jobs, but her hope became the despair because Hachiman told her that her sister didn’t do that.
Until the event in the donut cafe, this is how the origin and development of the story of Haruno. We can see the effort, the hope and the despair of her. I think she held her high hope in this bet, but what she gained is …some kind of illusion. She was sure that her sister can accept herself and reboot “self” again. But the result she got is just the mail delivery, her sister didn’t come back.I think that after she got the bad news from him, she didn’t know what to do so Yukino will come back to her.
I will say that Haruno is worried about this problem. I think she can’t find the other ways to solve this yet, and there are many issue that interrupted her own thoughts. Such as the new character, Orimoto Kaori (折本 かおり), let alone the unbelievable love story of Hachiman, and how she was busy sending Hayama to the date with Orimoto and her friend, Nakamachi Chika. So she totally forgot, I guess, or these unexpected moments and her own secret mission, the fire doughnut made her not think about her sister for a while.
But when she was watching to find out why Hayama wanted to invite Hachiman to this date, to the point he bowed to him. But when the person she already forgot, came to meet him, this scene made Haruno was curious why she is here. But with Hayama’s response and her sister stated that she heard they will discuss about the election, she finally realized what was going to happen.
The answer Haruno realized is, her sister was going to force Hayama to be the scp, I will point out that this is the moment Haruno met her sister again, after the after party in Drama CD v7. but what she saw is
her sister is going to transform like her mother instead.
I will say that Haruno didn’t expect to see her sister was changing in worse way like this, let alone to become like her mother, who always asks Haruno to do this and that for her. I mentioned earlier about the disappointment of Haruno in her sister. But when Hayama made her see what her sister was going to do to him, I think she can’t accept this.
Her sister didn’t change in better way, didn’t gain “self”, still run away from the cruel world, didn’t come back to her. But now her sister will be something Haruno never even imagine it will happen. Her sister was like her mother!!
This is how the overwhelming anger and despair of Haruno blasted in her mind, became another fire doughnut. And it explained why she decided to step out from the shadow and
meddle encounter her little sister, including her harsh attitude toward her sister.
How to stop Yukino
I think many characters in Oregairu (except Hayama), when they are angry or hate the situation, to the point they can’t stand it anymore, they will confront the bad situation that made them angry straightforwardly. But in case of Haruno, she will not mind to show her negative feeling although she tried to hold it back. Because if the overwhelming anger and despair of her is true, she would show them in her face too. However, she can’t hide it when she stood near her sister.
Actually, the encounter scene between Yukinoshita sisters was softer than the story in LN and manga Monologue v?, so her expression is not consistent much, but the problem is even in LN can’t make me imagine how she felt when she was talking with her sister. However, I can see “her smile mask” that she tried to wear. Although she was smiling all times when she talked with Yukino, I notice her eyes and her hand showed what’s on her mind, betray her smile mask. In this manga, there’s a scene that focused at Haruno’s fingers that “acrossed” Yukino’s nape. At first, I don’t believe Hachiman (in LN) that he thought…
She traced her long, supple fingers smoothly across her pale nape. She continued on as if she was tearing out her arteries and as if she was gradually strangling her neck.
In anime, she touched like this.
When I read manga Monologue, Hachiman’s monologue is correct, she really was doing that. So I will explain why she did that. Haruno’s action confirmed my assumptions that she was so anger and disappointed in her little sister. I didn’t mean she expect her sister should be higher spec or something, but I still connect with her own wish (want to be close with Yukino). But Yukino has no clue about this Haruno’s desire either. So I will say that Haruno was so angry, frustrated and even irritated in her younger sister. If you look at Haruno’s effort to help her, I think if we look via her point of view, at least she would hope Yukino can aware what she was going to do with others (in this case, Hayama), or answer her expectation at least just a little bit. But the scene in front of her earlier brought the worst news to Haruno.
In the point of view of Haruno, it seems the change of Yukino was just the illusion, her sister didn’t change permanently (return to zero). And even minus, her sister came here to discuss with Hayama do the job that Haruno ever expected her younger sister will do it, because it seems just one time (if Yukino’s change during the cultural festival is temporarily = do it over and over might help her sister develop herself). But she threw this chance to others, and how she do is like when her mother came to her (Haruno) to do difficult things for her.
Please imagine how Haruno felt if she saw Mrs.Yukinoshita’s shadow in Yukino, when she watched they were talking they will discuss about the election. The past, present and the future connected each other. So I assume that Haruno will not stand her little sister become like the one who always manipulates her. The worst future of Haruno is she will has two manipulators around her. Another nightmare is maybe she would not get her sister back again. And the worst of the worst is she will be lonely forever,
in the forest of manipulation.
If you want to know the whirlpool of manipulation among Yukinoshita women, you can explore more in Operation Fire Doughnut of Haruno (Part 5) (link is above ⇑).
She will never regain her own “self” and left her (Haruno) and the family she hates longer, until “longer” will become “forever”. And Haruno who can’t escape and was left by her sister, must live with the certain manipulator longer, or forever.
Anyway, we will return to the present. But all of these might be the origin of the overwhelming anger and despair of Haruno. What she must do is tell her sister face to face, no any secret plan. But I think Haruno was not interested to create any secret plan to stop her sister, because her anger lead her. I didn’t think she confronted her sister because it’s effective way, but it’s because her anger made her walk to her sister, say what’s on her mind while she was angry. I don’t know she was scared or sad to hurt her sister or not, but I think the mix negative feelings of Haruno drove her to say like she was disappointed to her sister.
Also when she was talking to Yukino, she saw her sister was trying to not look at her, Yukino’s attitude is like the fuel for Haruno’s anger or not, is still questionable (but I think Yukino’s attitude made Haruno wearing mask to hold her anger, or Yukino’s reaction is the signal for Haruno to start). But with her original overwhelming anger is enough, she will not allow her sister look away from her (Haruno) and her (Yukino’s) wrong. That’s why she stood in front of her so her sister’s effort to shut her sense will be useless. I think Haruno wanted to make her sister know how she really felt, and to stop to be like their mother.
When her little sister swept her hand away and told her like she understood what Haruno meant. And when Haruno saw her little sister “checked” the answer by looking at Hayama to confirm what Haruno told Yukino. I think at this moment, Haruno knew that right now that finally her sister was aware what she almost do it, because the existence of Hayama (the symbol of victim) stood in front of her younger sister. Since she didn’t say anything anymore, she just stand there and maintain her fearless smile because I think she is like Hachiman when he must maintain his attitude although Hayama was grabbing his collar, Haruno MUST maintain her attitude and hold her remained anger until the everything will end, just like until her sister left from the cafe with Yuigahama.
But I don’t know that Haruno knows or not that her little sister would not let Hayama shoulder heavy duty because she was the one who make him be the scp (in case he accepted to participate). As Hachiman ever mentioned, she would support the scp with all her might because it will be her (or the club’s) responsibility. So Haruno’s accusation is not consistent with what Yukino was going to do (force him do hard work while she doesn’t need to do anything), but I will say that Haruno just remind when her mother forces her to do hard work for her, while she just orders. It means actions of her mom and Yukino’s action are not exactly the same. And Haruno just saw her little sister were sending hard work to Hayama, she didn’t know the whole story (at least she didn’t know that her sister was helping Isshiki). And Hayama only let her see Yukino’s action partly.
…Could it be Haruno misinterpreted again?
She ever misinterpreted once about her little sister would hate her, and this time she did the same mistake again because she watched the one scene that made her think Yukino is like their mom, that leaded to encountering her so she must stop her although she must hurt her or even deliver her own dissatisfaction to Yukino…
I don’t know how I should say about this drama (Haruno’s misunderstanding) over that drama (Yukino’s mistake) over two dramas (Hayama’s solution and epic drama) (four layered drama) anymore.
I should have some doughnut to gain more sugar and energy.
When everything is over, the after effect from releasing the overwhelming anger of Haruno still continue. But I will explain later. Now it’s Yukino’s turn.
Yukino’s volition is sharper than usual.
Before I will analyze how she felt when she was receiving Haruno’s anger, let me explain about Yukino’s route. When she decided to search for candidates to participate the election, to solve Isshiki’s problem.
Maybe at this point, is the starting point of The return of my old curious (why is she so angry at Hachiman) that returned to my mind again.
But before you will read her volition, I wrote reasons why Yukino was so mad at him (along with why Yuigahama cried), I can say that the reasons why she was angry, is not different from when Hachiman was angry at her (after the firework festival). To know her reasons in full version, you can explore in Oregairu Analysis – Why are Yukinoshita Yukino and Yuigahama Yui so angry at Hikigaya Hachiman (During The School Trip)?
And I scheduled the next analysis that explained why Yukino stayed angry at him strongly and continuously although the incident during the trip has ended. It will be published soon. – Why does Yukinoshita Yukino “Stay Angry” at Hikigaya Hachiman? (After The School Trip)
I think her volition is so sharp than usual because she tried to reject every opinions of Hachiman (because of “the refreshing feelings” she got from the school trip), as I mentioned in my two analysis above.
What I will say that because she rejected him, it effected with her volition too. She concentrated in her own way so I assume that she can’t be aware or consider the feelings of whoever that will be the scp. When Hachiman explained the future president will be like the puppet and s/he will rely on them (trio) in long term, even until they graduate, I think she also knew he is right (because she didn’t argue that his explanation is wrong, but don’t forget she was rejecting him, she can’t accept his correctness, so she picked the issue about how he solves problems to fight him back instead.
After she rejected him until he left, she must solve Isshiki’s problem by her own belief/method (search for candidates), because if she can’t help her kouhai with her own method, it means his method or himself is correct. That’s why she can’t be aware or consider feelings of whoever that will participate the election, and I think she would intend to support the future scp she found with all her might too, although it will be long terms like he warned. However, I didn’t think she is heartless or something like that, but I think she focused on her own work and tried to not think about his warning.
But Hayama can’t defy expectations of 2YY, so he…
I explained the nature of Hayama that will answer any expectations = can’t deny expectations because of his own fear that more than others. So he “pulled” the only one who can stop her, and he lured 2YY to the same place. If you didn’t read how he solved this problem in full version, you can read in Part 2 (link is above ⇑).
Yukino’s wall expanded to “the certain world” too.
I mentioned how she created the big wall between herself and the one who betrayed her. But I didn’t explain why she just sent the souvenir to her home (as Haruno told Hachiman) yet. I think there’s some links in everything because the timeline of all events are nearby.
The cultural festival ⇒ The school trip ⇒ Yukino sent souvenir to her home ⇒ Isshiki’s problem + Yukino still rejected him ⇒ Haruno vent to Hachiman
The certain world I mean, is her family and the wall is how she keep people at a distance. I am not sure I can explain the process or about her wall, but I do believe that what she encountered in her own story can explain how her wall expanded to some people too.
After she was betrayed by Hachiman’s image, she created the mental wall between both of them. This event would start after she walked out from the place Tobe Kakeru (戸部 翔) almost confesses his feeling to Ebina HIna (海老名 姫菜). I am not sure that Hachiman’s action made she also hates her family or not, but I would not bet in this assumption, because her family and Hachiman are totally different, are not related and her family was not involved with what happened in the school trip either.
So I don’t think she hates her family like Haruno thinks.
I think Yukino can’t accept in what Hachiman did, because she thought she knows about him already in the last ch of LN v6 (anime season1 ep12), that is the scene before the school trip in LN v7. I mean when she “fixed” the being called Hachiman in her mind with her own understanding, received his monologues all times and witnessed his actions, she will believe that he will be like she understands and never suspect that he will be different. She “trusted” in his image. Hachiman in her mind must be like this and that.
But when she was betrayed by him and his image in her mind, she blamed him, but not blame herself that believed and also created his image. This explain why she stay angry at him because she shared her emotions in single channel (Hachiman only), not include hersef. If she realized that she was the one who also caused this misunderstanding, maybe she can extinguish her anger, like Hachiman when he blamed himself to believe in her image. When she was not aware about this, she delivered her own anger and disappointment to him with all her capability, whenever he shared his own thoughts, whenever he showed his existence clearly in front of her.
- Without awareness.
- or maybe I’m wrong, she was aware she is at fault, but her awareness is decreasingly or not clearly so she can’t realize why she should blame herself.
- or she was so scared she can’t let the others blame it’s her fault (that ever happened in the past), her fear or experience from the past made her try to look for every reasonable logic to bend the truth so she can defend herself, that leaded to the “Yukino” who is always honest. Even after Hachiman told her it’s fine to lie, she still stay to be honest. That’s why her instinct covered her eyes from the real truth.
To read about “how to be honest by covering lying with truth” of Yukino after Hachiman gave her the most guidance after the cultural festival has ended, you can read more in Why does Yukinoshita Yukino “Stay Angry” at Hikigaya Hachiman? (After The School Trip). (link is above sooner) ⇑
- or it will be 2 & 3, because I notice every important characters was fused by their own different past and experience until they become “they in the present”? But I still include 1), because if her awareness is so thin until she can’t find her mistake clearly, then it can define that she lacks awareness, that’s why in her case, her instinct/experience effected her own awareness until she can’t be aware the other reason why she misunderstood about Hachiman.
I assume that although she didn’t meet him until the school day, whenever she reminded “that time”, she will be so angry. And because of her anger, she can’t think other things or even come back home. I think that just “stay angry” at him, is unbearable for her already, she can’t go back home to get more any pressure (from her sister or her mother) (that might happen if she comes back) than this anymore. That’s why although she already bought the souvenir, although she thinks of them, she can’t meet her family and deliver it by herself.
If my assumption is true, it means Haruno got “indirect effect or stray bullet” from the ending in the school trip. But she never know about what happened between them, so she “interpreted” that her little sister hates her and their family. When she or her family got delivery from Yukino, she “interpreted again” that her sister didn’t want to be hated.
It means that Haruno “misunderstood” Yukino’s actions, that lead to “her sadness”.
I really hope Yukino and Haruno will share their feelings so Haruno will understand that her sister didn’t hate her like she thought. This is how Yukino’s wall expanded to the certain world.
Her negative emotions can cause “the chain reaction”.
I think Yukino is not different from other normal humans, if we can’t let it go, our mental health will be degenerate. If she stays angry at him, it is normal if her negative emotions will effect with her mental health. And if her mental state was getting worse, it will effect to her mental toughness. So when she saw her older sister, Haruno, one of symbols of her pressure/inferiority. When she saw her big sister, Hachiman and even Haruno noticed “her reaction”. Normally, whenever she met her older sister, she just create tiny wall – “ignore” to her sister only. But this time when she met Haruno again in the cafe, I explained her condition that made her can’t come back home. It can explain about “unusual reactions in a flash of Yukino” when she saw her big sister (that was not shown in anime).
Although in anime, Yukino just responds Haruno’s appearance normally.
I explained how the environment is the cause of the inferiority complex of her toward her big sister in Oregairu Analysis – 1st Memorandum: Possible, It’s That Person’s Monologue., that I assume that if her mental health was getting worse, it will effect to her inferiority complex. Her reaction when she met the symbol of strain, reflected her condition.
Haruno’s words made Yukino see the reality so she can be aware.
Return to when she met with Haruno. When her older sister said she thought her little sister will be going to run for scp, I don’t know how Yukino was thinking when she heard this, but to protect herself from the pressure (Haruno), she can’t stop Haruno’s coming (maybe it’s because everyone were watching or not, I don’t know) so she chose to cause some pain (bit her lip) and shut her some senses instead. But she can’t shut her ears so she can’t avoid whatever her older sister will say.
“You’re exactly like mom in the way you push someone to do things for you.”
I don’t know how Yukino was feeling when she heard her big sister told her she is like their mom, but judge from her “fist”, I think she was so pungent that Haruno told her she is like the one she fear the most (judge from every time when Haruno mentioned “mom” to her) and the one she didn’t want to be the most (because their mom is the cause of her inferiority complex). Let alone her short description why she is like their mom.
But her older sister still threaten her by placing fingers to her nape. Haruno’s action didn’t help her at all when she was trying to hold her fear.
“Well, I guess that suits Yukino-chan just fine, though. After all, it’s fine if you don’t do anything. I mean, someone’s always going to do it for you, right?”
Haruno made Yukino felt like she was insulted, but while Haruno’s words were soaked up, her thought was interrupted because Haruno was tracing her fingers across her nape and continued on. Haruno’s action is like threaten to her so she needed to brush off to defend herself from that danger. And when she stood off against her big sister, I think Yukino also MUST maintain her outer appearance so no one will notice her own fear, that’s why she acts cool in spite of her expression earlier was opposite.
And it seems Yukino realized what her big sister said, because it’s similar with Hachiman’s opinion when he disagreed her method to solve Isshiki’s problem. And to confirm it, she glared at Hayama. HIs reaction when he noticed her stare, answered everything.
When Yukino said she will be leaving and her reaction, if we look via her point of view, it is like the world (people around her – such as Haruno and Hayama) disagreed her doing, that it’s not different from receiving judgement from the world, so I feel it’s so shameful for her. That’s why it’s so normal that if we feel like that, one of reasonable response is walking out from them, because we can’t stand to see their expression that reflected their own disappointment when they saw our mistake. In anime ep4, you can’t see her reaction that made you notice her own shamefulness, I see she only talked with Haruno and walked away. But in LN, from Hachiman’s monologue, he saw her turned half of her body already, before said she will leave, that reflected her shamefulness and the wish to escape from the world (people).
This is how Yukinoshita sister feels and thinks during they were in the certain cafe.
I notice Haruno’s mistakes that happened from her own misunderstanding. I really hope she and her sister will share their feelings someday. older sister suffered because she misunderstand, younger sister suffered because she can’t be aware.
And since Haruno must live with her sister as their mother commanded, may be in LN v12, we can expect both of them will reach each other.
Now the only ones left were Hachiman, Hayama and Haruno.
I will end this part 3 at this point, in the next part or would be the last part, I will explain how these three thought and felt after Yukino and Yuigahama, the supporting characters of Hayama left from the cafe. Include with how Operation Fire Doughnut of Haruno and The multidimensional plan of Hayama ended. Actually, both plans would end already in my opinion, but I will close the curtain of their plans
in the last part.
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